decision, decisions
Last month I saw my consultant to discuss my recovery and where we go from here.
One of the options available to me was to go on a maintenance program designed to prolong remission and delay relapse of my myeloma. A no brainer you would think.
But...
One of the drugs that I would have to take can cause blood clotting. Given that the same drug administered as part of my chemotherapy treatment almost undoubtedly caused a near fatal blood clot on my lung, you can understand that this is no longer a straightforward decision. I can of course have anti clotting agents administered but I was on those when I had my clot anyway.
My immediate reaction was to refuse the maintenance program. Then over the last month or so I must have changed my mind at least a dozen times.
I saw my doctor again on Tuesday and had to give him my decision. I went with my gut instinct and stuck with my original decision - so no maintenance program for me.
I'm simply not prepared to take the risk.
Not that I have ANY medical training whatsoever...but I think you made the right decision. Sometimes the risks just aren't worth it.
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